Sunday, October 31, 2004

to find something happy

Something from today to write about.
but I'm having trouble
...
shit
...
does a kiss count?

Saturday, October 30, 2004

b-e-n-e-d-i-c-t

is handsome
is sweet
is a good kisser
is careful with me

knows more than others
knows how to make me smile
knows what makes me tick
knows how to argure a point

says I'm a pretty little girl
says that I'm sweet
says that I should live
says that I'm soft yet smooth, like silk

and I say...that although there are possible deal breakers there; I like him.
I think that he'll keep me safe for now
Even if he doen't have the a chance to see me all the time.
The reason though is something that I can't argue with; to forfill his wish. To re-wire his brain. To eat fish.
and all-though you all don't understand that, I do. And he will...

Sunday, October 24, 2004

DOOM BEE'S!!

horor

yeah, saturday was good times; went to west ed with keven though neither of us were very enthused and therfore it wasn't that much fun though I did see the bestest card ever at Millenuim, they have these great envelopes too. I shall have to remember to go back there when I have some money.

Done out expedition there, keven got an uber cool jacket for only $20(!), we headed over the the U to visit marilyn....and what was ment to be me dropping by to steal chad popsicle turned into a wonderful evening. It was the floor formal and somehow, it haven't really figured out how yet, they got me into a cocktail dress! Nice and black I have to admit, the heals to go with it were impossibly tall and of no substance at all but to top it all off, in a great sort of way, they were hot pink(!). so that was a blast trapsing though slush and snow in those, thank god for kevens shoulder or I would have fallen 6 times. Went to a really nice resturant, the food was amazing. Got to sit by the uber cool Chantal, and that rocked. We left early with Chantal, I mean after you eat and everyone else is just getting drunk/whinning about how they hate wearing dresses (I didn't even do that, the evening wasn't about me or how much I Hadn't shavd my legs in forever, it was about having fun with out the complaining), and that was a blast as a punk couple heard me talking about how I could make the outfit killer with a pair of hooker boots form Sanctuary and got angry at us, even going on a seperate train car when as they decided that they didn't like us/me much. No matter, I still had fun.

When back to Lister, made some uber good popcorn...of DOOM! and listened to Chantal play guitar and sing with a friend of hers. I love...love love love one of her song sooo much, it makes me cry. Which is a huge accomplishment. It reminds me so much of my friends and esspechially you Marilyn, I lurve it.

Watched a little but of Empire Records, such a good movie. But then me and Keven had to go and catch out bus, which we just made in time. It's all good.

Getting home fearign the wrath of my father for being late to find him fine with the fact that I went out but still got hime before midnight. So all is well in the land of the Cathy

DOOM!

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Whyte Ave

Was sooo much fun!
I got this uber cool jacket; one of those gray womens suit jackets...though I'm driven to take out the shoulder pads. How I hate them.
I should mention now that I am broke...yeah, all of this bar, well and including the sweater, that you all shall soon learn about, was bought by other people and for as much as I feel bad cuz they spent so much money on me, Marilyn adn Keven I lurve you, I LOVE all the stuff!
ok onward!
As I mentioned there is also sweater, from that uber cool story called 'Vintage', most of thier stuff isn't my style but everyonce and a while there's an awsome peice there. nice black sweater, seeing as winter is apon us...
Next too Mars and Venus, ooo the evil it rises again, anyhow; I got a MARY SHIRT! I'm not overly religious or anything, but I can't resist Mary, o-lady in blue.
um...then this neat little trinket shop and I got these awsome post cards *drools*
Then to Rowena...as I've already mentioned the jacket were keven gots me some cards. That was awsome
and this post has NO structure so I'm stopping now