Happy Music

Listen to that and nothing really matters anymore. So really, enough of The Strokes and The Shins cure anything.

Baked more than I should have, so much that my father actually yelled at me for the copious amout of baked goods that now sit on the counter. I never thought there would be a day were he would turn down a cookie but it seems that he thinks he's to heavy and needs to loose a few, his arch-nemisis the cookie is the one being blamed...

My wish for today is that my dambed brother would vacume so that I could finally get around to washing the floors. Now, how often do you hear of someone asking to wash the floors? Not very often eh? Well, its not just cuz I'm a bit of a clean freak, but seriously they haven't been washed for 3 weeks and its getting gross, all he has to do is vacume. Instead all he does is sit on his ever growing ass and play video games. Damb him...strait to a very dirty circle of hell.

I have a load of letters all written and itching to be sent, I just keep on forgetting to put the darn things in envelopes. Rats on me.

I have to get some motivation. Some real motivation. If I don't get soem soon I'm fucked. And how much would that suck.
I need to get a job
I need to figure out if I'm taking a year off
I need to stop being so fucking stupid
I need to work-out

*thud*

*is a little ball of stress ever since she found out what her marks were*

ewww, sticky!

Last night Ben, Marty and I went out to the Roost. He wanted to meet some guy there which is fine, but being a smart little boy he brought us along, even though I ended up paying all the cover. So he went off "dancing" (poor little android boy) and Ben and I people watched. Really I had wanted to dance but Ben wasn't in the mood so we didn't. I don't think it really mattered though as it wasn't crowded enough and the music was horrible. They have a house vocalist but all she does is ruin the songs, I kind of wanted to bitch slap her but I figured i might get thrown out for that.

The atmosphere is thick with drugs and sex, the people are dirty and crude. That, right there, is the scum of a population gathered in one place. And I’m not saying that to be all anti-queer, cuz as it stands Buddy’s is my favorite place to dance and that’s another gay bar. But....ewwww man, i mean there was water leaking along one of the walls and your hand comes back with a stick film, no matter what you touch.

I have come to the conclusion that the only thing its good for it pushing drugs and writing. Sit people watch, dissect and pigeon hole a population. Sounds like fun to me...

Mid-terms

of doom, and horror
and that is not to say that this is the reason that I haven't been updating
No, really I've just lost all sense of self
I dont' know what I think about much
I don't know where I am or where I'm going

Its disconcerning
and it bugs me

so I leave again
perhaps I shall meet some verson of cathy, just hanging around
lets hope its a nice verson...

I'M INFECTED!!

I needs to go to the doctor
thems little buggy dudes have taken over my body and I fear that they shall try and use me to carry out their evl plan for taking over the world and making everyone feel like crap.